Tuesday, April 21, 2009

I am so sad for my friend



Along with the good fun posts, come the sadies too. I have just spent the morning with my dear friend. A mama who has just lost her son. My heart is broken and I am finding it very hard to heal. My eyes constantly gloss over throughout my days as I try to make sense of the bigger picture and come to terms with loss....I can only hold this mama friend and listen and love her. I think I know it all, the philosophy, words of wisdom found in books until you are faced with it. I know Gods plan. Why the struggle, why the questions. You get the answers but they float right over your head....I bless her with courage, love, insight, universal comfort. I wish for her peace in her soul and tiny steps of joy in her day.

The picture above shows a face looking down. I captured this picture on our holiday. I know it is just symbolic but we are watched and looked after from above and that does comfort me.

So, I am a little sad today. Comments are difficult with posts like these so please don't feel you need to write one. Please just send your love to my mama friend...

8 comments:

bohemianmumma said...

Sending love. May your friend find the strength she needs to come to terms with her loss.

Tammy said...

It is hard to know what to say, but my thoughts are with her today.

suzanne said...

Thank you so much . I know she will receive your kindness. One day at a time is how the saying goes.

Thank you
friends

Kelly said...

Oh Suzanne...Deep peace and strength to your friend. Holding her in my thoughts and prayers.

mamak said...

I send this mama love. That loss must be unbearable. May she find the peace she needs soon.-K

suzanne said...

Thank you friends Kelly and mamak

Linda said...

Shame Suzy, I still can't believe he has gone, I remember him so vibrant and full of life.... My thoughts are always with his mommy... And you are a wonderful friend for being such a pillar of strength for her, lots of love to you too...

suzanne said...

Thank you Linds

You know hey....I keep crying. I play my piano and my music makes me cry. I look out my knitting window and cry...She is desperate Linds.

Will chat later
Sue